My job requires that I travel occasionally. Lately though, "occasionally" has turned into "quite a bit". I traveled to three different cities this past two weeks and didn't see Lucas for an entire week. It was, by far, the longest time I was away from him since his birth.
I have to admit that despite knowing that I will miss Lucas, I too was looking forward to the trips. I was looking forward to nights alone in a hotel without having to wake up in the middle of the night to change Lucas' diaper or feed him. But halfway during the trip, I already found myself aching to go home and yearning to be with my son.
It was difficult. I couldn't sleep and I still ended up waking in the middle of the night. I missed my son terribly!
Next time, if my trip lasts for more than 3 days, Lucas comes with me!
welcome home liz!
ReplyDeletesorry kaayo wala man ta magkita, i myself just got off yesterday {phew, i am not going to do that sched again}, mura sad ko ug nag-out of town, lol. anyway, hope the trip wasn't too bad {other than missing your little one so badly}.
lucas is starting to get up, that's good. in due time, gukod gukod na sad mo =)